Count your blessings

Hiyeeeeee! Lol Just want to start off by saying that I don't deserve it, but Heavenly Father continues to bless me & I will always be in debt to Him.

So lately I've been feeling kinda sluggish & unproductive...BUT not to be mistaken with lazy. I just feel like I'm useless. I'm used to working, going to school, or just doing something. I have to do be doing something or I feel like a total loser. Since I've been here, I've been on vacation mode. lol This island life can get to you & then you're just sloooow motion & don't want to do a thing. haha But I have been looking for work! It's just the waiting process to find out from the employer is a drag. -_- I wish I had availability for the Bobby Benson position because that would've been perfect for me! But God has a plan for me, so I'll just stick to it.

I know, I know. You're thinking okaaaay...this is leading to what? Well, I applied at PCC my first week out here. I got the audition like a day or two after & nooooow (Drum Roll) I got a spot. Baby steps, baby steps. Just trying to be patient. I hate that I'm impatient...most of the time. But I'm excited. Orientation is tomorrow & Thursday so YAY me for keeping busy!

I also walked to McDonalds (right next to PCC, literally) and I got an application there...I filled it out, turned it in & they said they'd call me for an interview. At this point, any job will do. I just need to find one, make money, save, & doing what I do best, make MONEY! Lol Oh yes, of course & go to school & study hard. LOL!

I'm excited as to what life has in store for me. I'm grateful to be a part of the gospel of Jesus Christ. I'm trying to count my blessings rather than counting my troubles. It is hard, but I can do it.